Sunday, June 20, 2010

Food Porn

So, looking back on this blog I've determined that
a) I'm definitely not a perfectionist (so. many. typos.)
b) I have no idea what it's about
c) It's mostly just me rambling about things I find on the Internet.
d) I'm too sporadic about the updating to attract many readers besides my parents


So why am I continuing to update it? I guess on the off chance that someone else might be interested in the things I'm digging

But I've been considering turning this into somewhat of a food blog (the name's already fitting). As of late, my fat kid mentality has been kicking in tenfold, namely from an unhealthy Top Chef obsession and a desire to try every new restaurant in New York. I think in the past few weeks I have mostly just been talking about food with friends or planning menus, and I've been spending my lunch breaks reading food blogs on the Internet. I'm especially fond of my weekly date with NY Mag's food diaries, which are a day-by-day breakdown of the diets of local chefs, authors, and, on a rare occasion, celebrities. 
            I've been testing out recipes myself when I get ambitious (mostly on my days off). My most recent culinary foray consisted of Cajun tilapia with pineapple, mango, and jicama salsa (store bought), brown rice, zucchini, peppers and onions, cornbread (store bought), berries, and chocolate for dessert. If I'm going to get serious about this, photos are necessary (as this incredibly graphic food porn blog proves), and this was an awesomely colorful meal. Delicious, although cheating just a bit since so many things were pre-made from Whole Foods (by the by: although I had always connected Whole Foods with the "Healthy and the Wealthy" connotation (phrase jacked from a friend, although I'm pretty sure he stole it from someone else) three filets of tilapia cost me $7- to feed myself Mahi-Mahi the other night, it only cost me $3.50, pretty decent for something that feels so extravagant).

Also important: I recently read about this place called NYC Icy. Apparently they've opened (and closed, and opened, and closed) before, but this was my first experience with the chain. Being lactose-intolerant and a lover of extreme ice cream flavors, it's always a bit frustrating when summer rolls around and my budget for the proper medication has to double. So it's nice now that the vegans have inspired (or at least sustained) such places as Lulu's and Stogo. Sorbet/icy's have always been an option before, but this one definitely wins for inventiveness. The other night I tried a Mango Basil icy, which was a hard choice in the midst of flavors like cucumber, passion-fruit, and on the creamy side of the menu, Sweet Corn. Apparently Mango Basil is their most popular, and I highly recommend it's strange, refreshing taste and surprisingly smooth texture.  

Basically what I'm saying is, as I hope to improve upon my skills and as I continue to explore (as much as my wallet can afford) the New York culinary scene, I'll probably be gushing on this blog about the flavors that I try. So, if that's what you're into, be sure and check in. Hopefully more food porn will be coming your way.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

"The Future" with Jimmy Wales, founder of Wikipedia

Wow. I haven't posted in a really long time, namely because I've been so busy work on Zero Day Exploits.  Here is something I've been meaning to post for awhile. I had wanted to embed the audio file into the post but couldn't find the means to do so since the file is so big, so it's available at this link.

On Thursday, April 8th, the New Museum hosted the second lecture in their Visionaries series which featured Jimmy Wales, founder of Wikipedia. The audio recording is above and I highly recommend you listen to it. He’s a fascinating guy, and while the lecture itself touched on some ideas that you probably have already encountered (such as culture itself getting smarter) he touches on some other concepts such as the neutrality of Wikipedia, issues of free speech in China and the personal responsibility of other internet organizations. Things got especially interesting during the Q&A. The recording runs about an hour and ten minutes but it’s worth a listen. Please keep in mind that this is my first recording, so hopefully as I continue to record similar events the quality will improve.


The lecture itself got me thinking a lot about how the internet can function as an expression of bohemian and liberal ideas, and how the prevalence of these ideas in cultural phenomenon’s will effect the future. Granted, Wales himself is a liberal and I myself lean that way, but it still is interesting to note that the leaders of many of these new companies seem to be liberal leaning themselves (consider the Buddhist nature of Steve Jobs and his $1 per year salary).

In 2006, Time Magazine listed the person of the year as “you,” and the success of websites like Facebook, Youtube, Wikipedia, and Twitter have all been based on the willingness of the public to participate in these projects. Because the internet is available worldwide, and most places (besides countries like China) are able to have access to the same information, these websites transcend cultural boundaries and often a specific agenda. Wales stresses the idea that most Wikipedia entries try and feature an argument from both sides, employing the phrase “critics say” and presenting a viewpoint without an overriding agenda (although this apparently is not valid, leading to the creation of Conservapedia, which includes a page on how Wikipedia does indeed push a liberal agenda).

This led me back to a conversation I had recently with my friend Neight, who told me about an article he read explaining how Conservatives are much easier to mobilize because they are often so black-and white. They have the same viewpoints on the issues whereas there are many different kinds of liberals, and it is hard to get them to agree on a certain perspective. (note- these are obviously generalizations. I know that there are conservatives who do not function only in certain terms, or who might be fiscally conservative but socially liberal in some respects– my parents for one–however, this idea does have some validity to it). Liberals are less likely to be of the same religion, and are certainly less focused on tradition than conservatives.

But it does strike me that perhaps this system of overlying principles might be outdated. When our world is changing as rapidly as it is, and previous systems are proving to be faulty (re: the economy….), it is more likely for a liberal to be ready to embrace change than a conservative (how else did Obama get elected?). This also relates to the noticeably older demographic which makes up the conservative party. In trying to “get hip” they are missing the point- it’s not about the image (although I have to say, Obama’s coolness definitely worked for him) but about your willingness to keep an open mind and embrace what is to come. This is not to say that all conservative ideas themselves need to be cast aside, but that they need to reevaluate what really matters.

Another feature of this new technology is the idea that so much of it is open source, able to be manipulated by the masses and open to contribution from almost every level. The ones Wales says he blocks are those he considers “crazy,” or those who push their agenda at every opportunity (see: radical conservatives). He emphasizes the idea that every person has value, something to share, a contribution to make this world. He opened his lecture by describing Wikipedia as “the sum of all human knowledge.” Lofty, outrageous, but what a goal. And if everyone did take it upon themselves to contribute something they know a lot about, couldn’t that be possible?

Again, all of this relates to bohemianism (or at least, Wales point of view emphasizes this), the ideas of both equality and the ability of great things that can come from everyone making a contribution and working together. Optimistic, sure, but with all of the fear-mongering out there (see, the media, everyone you talk to) couldn’t we use a bit of optimism?

To me I think that part of the reason a lot of bohemian projects failed, besides the ability of certain drugs mixed with certain personalities to corrupt good intentions, is that it doesn’t always have a proper place in the way our society functions. I need to brush up on my economic history but to my understanding, some sort of economic system/hierarchy has existed ever since we have had organized civilizations. Yet here are these groundbreaking websites who have made a huge impact on the way we live today that are only just now finding a way to make money with what they do. Most people now are finding it near impossible to gauge where the money will come from when so much of the youth has found ways around it: through things like couch surfing, craigslist, ride share programs, and downloading movies and music, and getting the news/information from free internet sources, it seems near impossible to continue living the way we have, based on an economic system of consumerism, when the consumers might be slowly dying out.

Another final thought: Wales also emphasized the idea of openness and honesty, of having a moral code even while conducting business. He mentions that Wikipedia reveals their business strategy through a page on their website, a method of transparency that Obama so emphasized in campaign (that seems to have barely materialized, perhaps in part due to the unwillingness of the rest of the administration to participate, although that could also just be giving Obama credit where it isn’t due. I’ll admit, his charm and enthusiasm made me forget that whole thing about lying politicians…) That also reminded me of this website I’m currently fascinated by, WikiLeaks (not affiliated). I feel like almost every week I come across an article about another outrageous story they have broken, yet it is also almost completely serviced by those who volunteer their time to revealing the truth.


So wtf am I trying to say with all of these paragraphs of nonsense? First of all, I have a lot to learn about politics, the economy, basically how the world works in general. I have yet to fully formulate my opinions on many political matters, mostly because I feel uninformed. But I do want to point out how much Wales’ ideas remind me of a bohemian stance: that humans have the capability to create something fantastic, outside of economic gain, in an open, honest, and balanced manner, for the greater good. Now, that’s saying a lot about Wikipedia, and giving him a lot of credit for what he has done. But when you think about how many people access the site each and every day, and how much basic knowledge is accessible at the fingertips of anyone with computer access (which in and of itself is becoming more prevalent among all economic levels), it’s staggering how quickly this became a reality and what an effect is has had on society.

(Note: I have equated bohemianism with liberalism for my argument but I am well aware of the differences, and that to be liberal can still mean being involved in the type of system that someone with an actual bohemian philosophy would rebel against. But for the sake of comparison, many liberals have ideas about freedom and equality that are equitable).

Monday, February 1, 2010

More Miller

I love this. The paragraph breaks are my own- it's meant to be read in a whole, long, escalating surge but it would look too crazy and daunting online, so here we are. Read it as such.

"When I look down into this fucked-out cunt of a whore I feel the whole world beneath me, a world tottering and crumbling, a world used up and polished like a leper's skull. If there were a man who dared to say all that he thought of this world there would not be left him a square foot of ground to stand on. When a man appears the world bears down on him and breaks his back. There are always too many rotten pillars left standing, too much festering humanity for man to bloom.

The superstructure is a lie and the foundation is a huge quaking fear. If at intervals of centuries there does appear a man with a desperate, hungry look in his eye, a man who would turn the world upside down in order to create a new race, the love that he brings to the world is turned to bile and he becomes a scourge.

If now and then we encounter pages that explode, pages that wound and sear, that wring groans and tears and curses, know that they come from a man with his back up, a man whose only defense left are his words and his words are always stronger than the lying, crushing weight of the world, stronger than all the racks and wheels which the cowardly invent to crush out the miracle of personality.

If any man ever dared to translate all that is in his heart, to put down what is really his experiences, what is truly his truth, I think then the world would go to smash, that it would be blown to smithereens and no god, no accident, no will could ever again assemble the pieces, the atoms, the indestructible elements that have gone to make up the world."

Sunday, January 31, 2010

So.

I haven’t updated in awhile. Just like everyone else I suppose I’m settling back into life after break, getting immediately stressed by my colloquium and internship and life in general, etc etc. I had a horrendous week but that just means I’ll have to take that much time this week to relax and recuperate.

Right now I’m reading Henry Miller’s “Tropic of Cancer.” I think I was compelled mostly because the book was banned and has a reputation for being dirty and obscene before, but despite the fact that I’ve never seen the word cunt written so many times before I'm far more struck my his metaphors (although naturally the levels of shock value have drastically changed since the 1930s…). I believe I read somewhere that his writing was an influence for the Beats, sort of a steam-of-consciousness prototype, so while all of this epic prose is coming straight from his observations it’s sometimes easy to forget that he’s there, that the words are filtered through him, so intimate and poignant are his descriptions of the depraved people he takes company with.

In other words, I’m loving it, although in reading it I’m realizing that for some reason I’ve never felt a pull towards Paris. I’m not sure why not, with its reputation for brooding artists and poetic atmosphere, but I’m starting to think that it’s better this way, since I’d rather have it cemented in time as a bohemian and destitute world for Miller and George Orwell to have inhabited.  

I’m also not sure why I love reading about depraved people so much, but I’ve found myself kind of in a funk as of late and what made me feel better, nonsensically, was some Bukowski poetry. What is it about that man- he’s a misogynist, for starters, and a raging, angry alcoholic, but he can write some mean poetry. Case in point:

Alone With Everybody

the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against the walls
and the men drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.

there's no chance
at all:
we are all trapped
by a singular
fate.

nobody ever finds
the one.

the city dumps fill
the junkyards fill
the madhouses fill
the hospitals fill
the graveyards fill

nothing else
fills.


I have the feeling my worldview is a bit melancholic. Also, if you haven’t seen the documentary “Born Into This,” you should.

Also:
Tom Selleck, a waterfall, and a sandwich. The internet is a weird place.

Friday, January 15, 2010

UPDATE

The NY Times already had my last post covered.

http://www.nytimes.com/2010/01/10/weekinreview/10stone.html?hpw

proof that I should be getting paid for this shit, or just that I'm always late.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

THE FUTURE

I've been thinking about posting on technology for awhile now, especially since at Christmas I was given an iPhone that I was terrified of. It has now changed my life, just as I had been told/greatly feared. I can't keep my hands off of the thing, and I can definitely say this- while it has made everyday things more convienent, it's a kind of convience I never knew I needed.

While talking to friends about technology (which seems to happen often), we talked about how it all must be leading somewhere...is life improving? It's certainly progressing, but is that always necessary, or even wise?

I also realized that I was born in the wrong generation, most likely. I certainly was born in a great time, having seen the internet from inception to what it has become now, and I am still able to relish the idea of CDs (which I still buy), records (before my time, but I still enjoy/buy them), and books (which I've been warned will be obsolete- once again, I still buy them). But the rate at which technology improves has easily doubled since I saw the transition from walkman to portable CD player to iPod, and kids today are far more prepared to cope with such rapid advances. I already feel behind in my understanding of the internet, and I had a 26 year old friend say he had already reached his limit in what he knew (although I don't really believe him). Jezebel has an awesome dissection of that feeling here.

 What's also amazing is how impossible it has already become to keep up. One must make due with their own version of the iPhone while watching other improvements pass them by; the same can be said for computers, mp3 players, etc. It will be interesting to see which things become indespensible and which others people find they can live without.

Here is proof of the younger generations advantage on us "outdated" 20-somethings: A Valleywag post on Six Child Media Prodigies who are already using the internet to their advantage, not to mention blogger sensation Tavi, the 13-year old responsible for Style Rookie, whose large number of followers have garnered her a Harper's Bazaar column and a seat at Fashion Week, not to mention thousands of interviews and articles about her in newspapers and magaznies all over the world. I feel old, dated, and unscuccessful. Damn.


For more speculation on how technology is effecting our culture, here are some Gawker-affiliated posts on the matter:
-Modern Technology- Destroying the Family As We Know It
-These Teens Are Our Sorry Future
-Childhood is Dead

To be fair, every major change has sparked a similar controversy (think the invention of TV and TV in color, teenagers and the telephone, video games, etc). But even just in the last decade is had become readily apparent that the way we live has changed in terms of how we communicate, how our businesses are run (I don't have a Twitter but I assume one day I'll need one- for work.), how we take in our information. Will it calm down, or will we just have to get used to rapid change?

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

We Had a Promise Made


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So I haven't listened to the Knife in awhile, but today I discovered that this ridiculous Swedish duo wrote an opera inspired by Darwin. Excuse me? I'll let this guy explain:
Description
The world seen through the eyes of Charles Darwin forms the basis for the performance Tomorrow, in a year. Theatre production company Hotel Pro Forma’s striking visuals blend with pop-duo The Knife’s ground-breaking music to create a new species of electro-opera.

An opera singer, a pop singer and an actor perform The Knife’s music and represent Darwin, time and nature on stage. Six dancers form the raw material of life. Together with the newest technology in light and sound, our image of the world as a place of incredible variation, similarity and unity is re-discovered.

Concept
The opera-genre provides the DNA, the framework of the performance. It calls for large scale, and it forms a space where form and expression dominate. The Swedish music group The Knife creates completely new compositions that challenge the conventional conception of opera music. The musical form is experimental and exploratory, and much of the sound heard was recorded while in the Amazon Jungle and in Iceland.

It is written for three singers of different backgrounds: popular music, classical opera and the performing arts. They are the narrators and the main characters in the performance. The singers tell about Darwin and they observe time and nature as Darwin.

Directed by Ralf Richardt Strøbech and Kirsten Dehlholm, the visual and conceptual universe is formed by Darwin’s thoughts, experiences and letters. The performance is divided into two parts – analogous to the development and publications of The Origin of Species.

The first part of the performance is exploratory. It concentrates on observing the underlying sequences and relationships between image, narrative, movement and music used in the performance. The second part is a synthesis of the material. A completed image and totality emerge, before the performance again mutates and passes into new forms, as happens over time with all things.

The opera presents an image of Darwin that above all reminds us that the world is a place of remarkable similarities and amazing diversity. That over time - tomorrow, in a year, or tomorrow, in a million years - change is inevitable.

Time forms our lives, gives our existence meaning and populates the globe. Generations, eons and millions of years create the new and eradicate existences. Nature selects, invites and dares everything without limitation
– Ralf Richardt Strøbech, co-director, Tomorrow, in a year

(Taken from this site: http://www.hotelproforma.dk/side.asp?side=2&id=438&ver=uk)

Kind of makes me want to go back to Copenhagen....
If you don't know them, here's an introduction:




Sunday, January 3, 2010

I can't coerce you into this one

I just started reading Jonathan Safran Foer’s Eating Animals, and since I’m only 50 pages in I can’t exactly say anything qualitative about the book itself. Still, I’m already feeling a bit enraged. I realized that this is now at least the seventh time in my life that I’m receiving information about the horrors of our factory farm system.

Including this book, I have read Food Matters by Mark Bittman (who I saw on the Colbert Report, more exposure there) and Fast Food Nation by Eric Schlosser. I have seen the fictional narrative based on Fast Food Nation and the documentaries Supersize Me and Food, Inc. A number of my friends have read the Omnivores Dilemma by Michael Pollan. But STILL, I am not entirely a vegetarian.

In reading all of these things, I can only get more upset that things are still the way they are. And yet, none of this exposure has made me change my habits. I still eat meat and fast food on occasion, and enjoy it, too, despite having some vegetarian and vegan friends.

Of course, it’s difficult to change something so institutionalized as our food manufacturers are. I just learned from Eating Animals that they have their own system of laws in which, if something is considered a reasonable practice within the industry, it is exempt from being considered illegal. So if everyone within the farming industry decides it’s ok to tie animals down in unsanitary conditions, it’s allowed. These things are written in print, the unjust nature of the system is being spelled out for everyone to see, and STILL- things haven’t changed.

Except that isn’t entirely true. I often forget how skewed my perspective is by living in New York, as a person with my interests. I live in a place where vegans and vegetarians are catered to and make up a fairly large population, especially amongst the college students and East Village/Brooklynites I hang around with. Here we have co-ops and farmers markets, here we have completely organic restaurants and grocery stores (the closest grocery store to my house is organic). Plus, it was my particular environment which exposed me to these things: I like Richard Linklater so I saw Fast Food Nation, then I wanted to read the book before I saw it, and I enjoyed Bittman on Colbert so I bought and read the book, etc. etc.

So how is exposed is the rest of the country, really?
And why has none of this mattered? I say that I’m sort of vegetarian, that I try to eat less meat. And I guess that’s better than nothing. But that’s after learning so much about the system- why would anyone else, with little to no exposure at all to the in-depth accounts that I’ve been reading, even think about becoming vegetarian?

I have also heard this statement several times over:
“Animal agriculture makes a 40% greater contribution to global warming than all transportation in the world combined; it is the number one cause of climate change”
-Eating Animals, pg. 43.

But I don’t think I’ve ever heard that fact outside of the context of food industry criticism. If this is the case, if we know that there is something making that large of an impact, that is so fundamentally unjust, why does it stay the same? (Side note: I do understand this is a bunch of idealistic bullshit. There is a lot of money and power and politics and systems that I don’t understand getting in the way of the solution- there is apparently a demand that these farmers aka corporations are fulfilling, etc, but god damnit, you know?)

I think most people are afraid of the kind of people who take these things seriously. I know that I at one point was, and still I’m unable to commit to vegetarianism despite the fact that the system enrages me. (Although there is that one, undeniable fact: meat is fucking delicious). Still, it scares me how easily such matters can be ignored.


Although to really really roughly paraphrase David Cross from ATP: It doesn’t matter how many recycled brown paper bags you use. We’re fucked.


UPDATE

Something to consider: We obviously have much more people on this earth than we've ever had before. In many countries, overpopulation is becoming a serious concern. When you think of it this way, is there a viable alternative to our current system of mass-production, food wise?